The Troll-Queen of Angmar (
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museyboxy2018-04-15 04:46 am
Vampire AU
In Thedas, vampirism is a rare, powerful, and highly unusual form of blood magic that can be directly learned only from hunger demons. It differs from all other forms of blood magic in that it directly changes the user's body, making them into essentially a monster.
How to become one: Becoming a vampire is far more involved than learning simple blood magic. It's a ritual that must be conducted in the waking world, rather than the Fade. Therefore, the hunger demon needs a body. In other words, vampirism requires sacrificing someone to become a hunger abomination. The hunger abomination then feeds the mage their own blood, and drains the mage's blood in return. Once the last drop of living blood is gone from the mage's body, they collapse and the abomination takes them, feeding on them for a night and a day. The second night, the mage rises again as a vampire, and the hunger demon is freed from the bond between them. Most vampires let the abomination go, but many choose to kill their demonic sire, to cover their own tracks.
How common: The choice to become a vampire is a serious one, requiring a real, extremely risky deal with a demon. Albeit one that many end up betraying. Vampirism is most common in Tevinter, but not as much as one might think: the weaknesses of vampirism make the prospect unattractive to many magisters.
Outside of the Imperium, vampires are the subject of legend and folktales, but most folk, common and educated alike, believe them nothing more than ghost stories. The Chantry teaches nothing about them, and most templars believe them a fiction.
Abilities: Vampires can turn others, of course, in all the usual vampire ways. Vampiric abilities (speed, strength, hypnosis, etc) are immune to templar cleansing and dispels, and vampires cannot be tracked using their mage phylacteries.
Vampires have abilities similar to those in True Blood: speed, strength, the ability to sway the minds of others (glamouring/hypnosis), and heightened senses. Vampire mages can all do blood magic (even if they weren't directly turned by a demon, and never directly learned blood magic). Vampiric weaknesses are similar to those in Buffy: sunlight, though they can handle being in shadows, staking, silver, and certain holy symbols- though, ironically, not the Chantry symbol.
Vampires can walk in sunlight, but it hurts their skin and weakens their abilities. If mages, their magic is hampered, giving them the strength of the average Circle mage and nothing more. Their ability to tolerate sunlight increases the more recently they've fed. However, they will always be stronger at night.
Prompts:
1) Sire - make someone a creature of the night.
2) New Blood - maybe you wanted this, maybe it's being done to you. Welcome to vampirism.
3) Victim - some fanger's sticking a straw into you like you're a Capri Sun.
4) Hunter - did a vamp kill your family? Are you a Templar off the reservation? Idk.
5) Harem - that hypnosis thing? Yeah, you're some vampire's pet now.
6) Wild Card - roll your own. Let's get weird.
How to become one: Becoming a vampire is far more involved than learning simple blood magic. It's a ritual that must be conducted in the waking world, rather than the Fade. Therefore, the hunger demon needs a body. In other words, vampirism requires sacrificing someone to become a hunger abomination. The hunger abomination then feeds the mage their own blood, and drains the mage's blood in return. Once the last drop of living blood is gone from the mage's body, they collapse and the abomination takes them, feeding on them for a night and a day. The second night, the mage rises again as a vampire, and the hunger demon is freed from the bond between them. Most vampires let the abomination go, but many choose to kill their demonic sire, to cover their own tracks.
How common: The choice to become a vampire is a serious one, requiring a real, extremely risky deal with a demon. Albeit one that many end up betraying. Vampirism is most common in Tevinter, but not as much as one might think: the weaknesses of vampirism make the prospect unattractive to many magisters.
Outside of the Imperium, vampires are the subject of legend and folktales, but most folk, common and educated alike, believe them nothing more than ghost stories. The Chantry teaches nothing about them, and most templars believe them a fiction.
Abilities: Vampires can turn others, of course, in all the usual vampire ways. Vampiric abilities (speed, strength, hypnosis, etc) are immune to templar cleansing and dispels, and vampires cannot be tracked using their mage phylacteries.
Vampires have abilities similar to those in True Blood: speed, strength, the ability to sway the minds of others (glamouring/hypnosis), and heightened senses. Vampire mages can all do blood magic (even if they weren't directly turned by a demon, and never directly learned blood magic). Vampiric weaknesses are similar to those in Buffy: sunlight, though they can handle being in shadows, staking, silver, and certain holy symbols- though, ironically, not the Chantry symbol.
Vampires can walk in sunlight, but it hurts their skin and weakens their abilities. If mages, their magic is hampered, giving them the strength of the average Circle mage and nothing more. Their ability to tolerate sunlight increases the more recently they've fed. However, they will always be stronger at night.
Prompts:
1) Sire - make someone a creature of the night.
2) New Blood - maybe you wanted this, maybe it's being done to you. Welcome to vampirism.
3) Victim - some fanger's sticking a straw into you like you're a Capri Sun.
4) Hunter - did a vamp kill your family? Are you a Templar off the reservation? Idk.
5) Harem - that hypnosis thing? Yeah, you're some vampire's pet now.
6) Wild Card - roll your own. Let's get weird.

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It was a damn good idea and I tried to do it some justice!
... ehehe, justice. ]
The past few days were a haze of fear and pain in Anders’s memory. He knows he’d been drugged at some point- there was no way Justice wouldn’t have manifested before tonight otherwise, they must have given him something- but he’s still sure he didn’t imagine any of it. There’s also the blood. His robes are absolutely soaked with it. If he doubted his memories, the stains were still there, wet beneath his palms. At least none of it is his.
They’d wanted to make a point, those blood mages. And they had. But what they had thought Anders would do after the fact was still a mystery to him. They’d kept him bound in the dark for days muttering madness about blood magic and hunger demons. Making themselves out to be no worse than any other mage and insisting that his resources be extended to help their kind. As if Anders had resources to extend. As if being kidnapped and trapped in a cellar somewhere in Lowtown would make him suddenly sympathetic to their cause. Why yes, I see it clearly now. Thank you ever so kindly for the abduction. Introduce me to your lovely demon friend. Right.
Still, the amount of death he’d had to cause to escape, and the rather insane amount of blood coating his robes and body, turns Anders’s stomach. Makes him sick. Makes him feel…
Nope, he's not thinking about that last one. He can’t. He just needs to get somewhere familiar, see someone familiar, and then maybe the insanity that has been the past few days will start to make more sense. They’d done something to him before Justice had finally snapped, but it’s all too much to process. Currently, Justice’s presence is an angry buzzing in the back of his thoughts, permeating everything. His head is pounding to boot. And on top of it all, his stomach is cramping, his body aching, his throat bone dry.
He doesn’t realize it’s the Hanged Man he’s moving towards until he hears drunken laughter and the first few strains of music. Not the place he would have chosen if he’d been thinking clearly. Anders obviously can’t just walk in looking like a murder scene. He settles into the alley beside it instead, slumping to the ground as a shudder wracks his body. He’s gotten this far at least. With any luck, he can sneak in after closing… or someone he knows will find him in the meantime.
i mADE A HAWKE JUST FOR U
She's going to kill them when she finds him. Whoever did this, whoever's responsible for Anders being gone for almost five days- when she finds them, she will paint the walls with their blood, then bring them back from the dead so she can kill them again.
Sometimes Varric tells her to chill the fuck out. Some days, she understands why.
It's not his absence from Wicked Grace night or their outings that bothers her. No, it's when Lirene says he hasn't been seen in his clinic for a few days that the alarm bells really go off. Anders doesn't abandon his patients for anything.
So the last three days have been a blur of searching and exploring and beating people for information. Varric keeps pushing her to the back of the group, says she's too "compromised" to be any good at getting answers this way. His spy network is working double-time but isn't doing any fucking good; it's been days and nobody has any idea of where he might be.
When they aren't sending search parties out, Merrill and Hawke have been splitting time at the clinic. Neither of them is much good at healing, but they do what little they can, and at least they can offer cold for swelling and heat for aches. It's not much, but they try. They try, because Hawke doesn't want to let Anders down. She's let him down in so many ways already: not reading his damn manifesto, not getting involved enough with the mage underground (not that he would let her), never telling him-
-that thought always makes her stomach twist, and then she has to go home. The path home from Darktown could be simple: it could be as simple as taking the passage through her basement. But Marian needs some air, she needs some night sky, so she takes the long route through Lowtown and tries not to think. She tries not to think about Anders dying before she ever got the chance to tell him how she feels. She tries very hard not to think about Anders in the Gallows, the Templars finding a way to pry Justice from him so they can give him the brand.
Her feet steer her towards the Hanged Man, knowing how badly she needs the comfort of a friendly face. Rather than take the front door, she uses the side entrance these days, hidden in the alley. But then-
"Anders!" The cry tears from her throat like something breaking. She runs to him, heart pounding in her chest. That can't be him, can it? Covered in that much blood? It looks like him, it feels like him when she gathers him in her arms. "Oh Maker- Anders? Anders, please say something."
AAAAA I'M SO EXCITED
Then he realizes that it’s Hawke, and the relief hits him so hard he feels almost dizzy with it. It’s almost enough to drown out the rest, his strange new awareness of the world around him and the hunger gnawing away at him from the inside. Almost.
“It’s not mine,” he croaks out, grinning weakly. Is that his voice? He barely recognizes it. He clears his throat and tries again. “The blood. It’s not mine.” That’s a bit better. Much as Anders would love to sit up on his own and show Hawke there’s nothing to worry about, he’s finding the concept a lot more difficult to execute than it should be. He lets his weight rest on Hawke instead, indulging for a moment in the reality of her presence there. He’d had his own regrets down there in the dark. Of course he’d thought of the clinic, of his cause and the unfinished work he still had to do. He’d driven himself half-mad over it.
But just as often his thoughts had turned to Hawke and how many things he wished he could have told her. Things he knew he couldn’t say but had ached to speak regardless, especially now that he feared he’d never have the chance to again. How would she react to him vanishing, he’d wondered? Would she think he had picked up and run away again? Or would she do something foolish and impulsive in her worry? He’d tried not to mull over it, but he’d had plenty of time to do so. His captors hadn’t exactly given him anything better to do.
For now it’s enough to just be in her presence and, for the first time in days, feel safe.
“I’m alright,” he reassures her, even as his voice cracks. “I’m fine.” He lets out a shaky breath as another shudder runs through him. "You have no idea how good it is to see you."
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Will she ever stop making stupid fucking jokes at inappropriate times? No, no she will not. The dipshit humor is offset somewhat by the tender way she brushes his hair from his eyes, and calls some healing magic to her fingertips to find any injuries.
The magic has nowhere to go. He really is unhurt. Hawke lets it dissipate with a confused frown that deepens as she looks him over. There's something strange, something different about him- exhaustion, probably, and starvation- Maker, he probably hasn't eaten in days.
"Come on, let's get you up," she insists, trying to stand up with his weight on her. "This isn't the time for my roaring rampage of revenge, but if I have to keep looking at you all bloody like that, it might just start happening now."
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“Unfortunately for you, I don’t think I left anyone behind for your rampage.” His slight lingering smile vanishes at the memory. He can’t be sure he destroyed them all, really. Just the ones who had been there at the time. They had made it sound like there were more of them- if not in Kirkwall, then elsewhere. How many were there, prowling the streets and feeding off people like animals?
“They were blood mages, Hawke. An entire group of them.” He looks at her, his eyes flashing strangely in the dark. It’s not the lyrium-glow of Justice’s presence. More like the way a cat’s eyes shine in low light. “They wanted me to take part in a ritual, and I refused. Then they…” Another shudder, his skin crawling as he remembers. “… did something else.”
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Covering up the sick lurch of fear in her gut? Probably. Smoothing down the rising gorge of rage and heartsick that made her want to cry? Oh, definitely.
Anything was better than looking back at Anders's fearful expression and strange eyes.
"Just- try and walk with me, okay?"
Hawke took the heroic and incredibly intelligent approach of walking Anders right up to the nearest guardsman and demanding their help. Seeing as everybody knew Serah Hawke, most acutely as the woman who helped fix their Captain up with Donnic, the Guardsman Brennan was more than happy to help. After she was done freaking out about what the sodding shite happened to Anders, of course. Hawke had said something about blood mages, then given Brennan a nod that said I took care of it. She believed Hawke; everyone believed Hawke. Nobody believed that Hawke would leave someone alive who hurt anybody she cared about.
With the guardsman's help, they got Anders to her manor in Hightown. Bodahn let them in, Sandal got a bath running, and Ox stood there unhelpfully and growled at Anders, to Hawke's utter shock.
"Get off, you idiot! Can't you see it's Anders?" she snapped, entirely too distressed at seeing her dog react badly. That couldn't be good- not even a little.
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He does his best through it all- the guard and the rush to Hightown, the attendants and the process of preparing the bath. But there’s a disturbing shift about halfway through: the buzz in his head becomes less unfocused and agitated, coalescing into a single lucid thought.
Send her away.
It’s not that Anders and Justice ever talk. They’re too much a part of each other for that. Was it really possible to have a conversations with yourself? But when there are thoughts and emotions they don’t outright share, they come across as impressions and quick bursts of emotion. It’s all very abstract. Rarely does a single thought come across so explicitly.
Anders ignores the foreboding feeling that thought brings with it and focuses instead on staying upright. And there are other distractions, unexpected ones. Is it his imagination, the way he can see things so clearly in the shadows? What about how he can hear the murmur of conversations from behind the closed doors on the street? Then there's the rhythmic, almost hypnotic beat of Hawke's heart that knows he shouldn't be able to hear. If he's lucky, he's not actually hearing it at all. Anders would like nothing more than to find out he's hallucinating all of these little changes
He’s feeling dazed by the time they get to the manor. This is more movement than he's had for days, even without all the added weirdness. The sound of growling brings his eyes down to where Ox stands, tense and on-guard like Anders has never seen the animal. He frowns in response, more puzzled than anything. He’d never been fond of dogs of course, but Ox was fond of nearly everyone. The foreboding weight in his stomach grows heavier.
“It’s fine, it… must be all the blood.” He knows it isn’t, but what else is there to say? Anders reaches up to begin the process of peeling off his blood-encrusted coat, wincing as the smell of stale blood reaches his nose. It’s sharper than it should be.
Send her away.
“I can do this on my own, I think.” Anders forces himself to let go of Hawke, only swaying a little on his feet after. It’s progress, at least.
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"Please, you can't even feed yourself without someone having to blackmail you into it," she protests, somehow letting a thread of sarcasm infiltrate even this moment. "How can I trust you to go an entire bath without breaking something?"
Without further ado, she reaches over and helps with the rest of the buckles on his coat, getting it off of him easily.
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“Hawke,” he protests as the coat slips off his shoulders. It takes him a moment to get his fumbling fingers on her hands, stilling their progress. He appreciates this, he really does. He can’t help but be a little charmed by her insistence that she help him (even if she did throw some shade his way in the process; though really, it’s not like she’s wrong).
“I’ll be alright. You went through all the trouble of getting me here in one piece. I’ll not undo all your hard work.” He smiles, the expression not quite reaching his eyes through all the worry there. Worry for himself. Worry for her. “I just need a few minutes.”
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never apologize for long tags ok wow WOW
don't tell me that or i'll accidentally write you a novel one day
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6- dramatic rescue and 2- new blood
When they finally start encountering some apeshit apostates, it feels almost like a victory. That, at least, matches the intel that Tomwise passed on this morning, about a group of mages in the Undercity with some weird new secret, possibly a prisoner. If these dusters know what's good for them they'd already be on their knees begging the Maker for mercy, because they won't find any from Varric.
She'd better be alright. That's all he keeps telling himself. She has to be okay. If she's not, he'll carve it out of every single fucking person who touched her.
Maker, please let her be alright.
btw, he's got Teo. (because otherwise Teo is dead, and No)
First, she was kidnapped by blood mages. From her own fucking doorstep. That was brilliant, she had to admit it. She'd been taken the second she stepped out the door, so it was hours before anyone realized she was actually missing and not just late or distracted en route by rescuing someone's cat stuck up on a tree or something.
She still didn't know entirely how they'd done it, though she had some educated guesses. A sack, a wagon, no difficulty in hauling some goods across town along with everyone else, not once she's was out. How they'd knocked her out was no mystery at all, that started with blood and ended with magic. They weren't subtle about it. They weren't subtle about anything.
They were, however, very strange. Hawke had dealt with more blood mages in the past year than most people ever even heard about in their lifetimes. She'd never met any like these.
They'd tried to bargain, of course. Made the usual speeches, some wanting her to see their point of view, some wanting to just kill her, some wanting to...something. None of what they'd said made sense at the time.
It made more sense now.
She shivered, and stayed angry, because underneath all that there was--rare, for Hawke--a deep core of fear. She could still feel the sharp pain in her neck, the trickle of liquid oozing its way down her skin. How much had they taken? She was shaky and weak and all her determination and fury and skill wasn't enough to counteract this much bloodloss, or the other things they'd done.
She didn't think about that. She'd think about it later, once she was out and they were all very very dead. She ignored all her hunger and thirst, all of it, ignored the dark burning that was growing in her veins, and waited. Anders could help, he was the most brilliant healer she'd ever met.
In the meantime she was still chained, head to hands to feet, all bound behind her, the chains bound tight to leave her almost no leverage to move. She had to content herself with leveling death glares at anyone who came near her, and hoping Varric wouldn't take too much longer. It was a given that he'd find her. There was no question of that.
Hurry up, Varric.
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That simple sentence doesn't quite capture the fullness of what happened: the fury, or the bloodshed, or the fade-glow of Justice crackling Anders's skin as he rained down holy hell. It doesn't capture the pure outrage in Fenris's eyes when he saw her bound as a blood mage's prisoner, or illustrate the screams and the terror and the horrible sounds the maleficar made when their hearts were ripped from their chests. It doesn't adequately convey the blood-curdling noises coming from Teo, or the sickening sound of snapping bones, or Merrill's uncharacteristic shriek of rage. There was fire and fury, blood and ash, and when a blood mage turned his body against him and forced him to toss Bianca aside, he broke through it on sheer outrage and beat the shit out of the man with his bare hands.
In the end, he found them.
More importantly, he found Hawke. His hands shook as he picked the locks on her chains, until the locks froze and shattered into ice crystals under his hands. Varric shouted and looked around to see Anders, collapsing on the floor with the blue-glow of Justice leaving him.
At least he wasn't the only one fucked up by this.
"Sorry about him, sweetheart," Varric managed, putting a shaking hand to her cheek. Then he worked at the chains to get her free, arms open to let her collapse against him. "Hey, you alright? What'd they do to you? Blondie, get over here."
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Then Teo whines, low and frightened in a way Teo is never frightened, and Hawke realizes that somewhere in embracing Varric and burying her face in his neck to touch warm, comforting skin, contact after four days without contact...somewhere underneath that relief is there's something else. Something that isn't the attraction they've both admitted to feeling.
And Teo is whining, his front half bent to the floor and his head down by his paws, his gaze riveted to her, and he hasn't touched her yet. He's still two feet away and still, as though he can't come forward. The others stare at him--except for Varric, still riveted on her, and Anders, still recovering.
Hawke closes her eyes briefly. Well, fuck.
She turns in Varric's arms (she'd push him away if she thought he'd let her) and reaches out a hand to her mabari, resting it on the floor and waiting. Slowly, Teo approaches, scooting forward as though forcing himself to do it. She doesn't move. He pauses for a long time, then licks her fingers.
She lets out a sigh that lasts forever (has she breathed for the past few minutes, while she waited to see if he'd still accept her like this?) (she doesn't think about what like this might mean). When she speaks, it's quiet, and the first thing anyone's said for a couple minutes. "Let's go home. Please."
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Except Teo.
Teo, the loyal mabari, refusing to approach his owner. Teo, forcing himself to approach his beloved Hawke. Teo, scaring the shit out of all of them and raising alarm bells they didn't know they had.
"Stellar idea," he deadpans, more than a little shaken. Varric gets to his feet and helps her up as well, letting the human lean against him. "Easy does it, gorgeous."
They make their way to her manor- slowly. Bodahn is there, holding down the fort in case she came home, and the help (all three of them) greet their mistress with joy and relief. Varric sends the others away: Anders only leaves after conducting an examination that, fortunately, finds nothing. Varric doesn't let the mage heal any of his wounds, saying he'll take a potion at the Hanged Man. He's only bleeding a little now. Eventually, Anders stumbles home to Darktown, for a well-deserved rest before tonight's clinic shift.
Then it's the two of them. She's in the tub, still in her smallclothes and breast band: none of them wanted to contend with blood stains on the furniture for the fifth time this month. He carefully looks at her face (and nothing else, thank you!).
"Alright, Hawke?"
It's his 'no bullshit, tell me the real story' tone.
obviously, let me know if any of this doesn't work
He doesn't buy it, tries to press her for more information. Something's wrong, and he knows it. Hell, after Teo's reaction to her, everyone knows it. But no one knows what.
Hawke included. Which is why she stalls, using the entirely legitimate excuse of really needing some damn rest before they sort through what the blood mages were trying to accomplish, because she can't think straight while she's this exhausted. It's a good excuse because it has the bonus of being true.
She does try to sleep. He stays with her, sharing the bed, which prompts some good banter about how she'd intended the first time she invited him to share her bed to involve a lot less clothing and fewer dramatic rescues.
She sleeps fitfully. She keeps dreaming of the bathwater, and of her neck, twin puncture marks with blood dripping down. Anders healed the wound but she still feels it, awake or asleep. Between fits of sleep she lies staring into the dark, Varric a warm breathing weight next to her with an arm clamped over her side.
The dark isn't as dark as it should be.
Anders comes back the next day to check her over again, less weary but no less worried. He admits he can't find anything wrong, not as such, just a feeling of something being off. Something aside from bloodloss, that part is obvious; she's still pale and weak, and he orders her back to bed to eat gratuitously nourishing food. Everyone stops by to reassure themselves that she's fine, and she tries to convince them she is, with a lot of flippant wit and varying degrees of success.
Teo, having gotten over his initial distrust, now sticks by her side like glue, leaning against her whenever she's still and sitting on the bed. For once, she doesn't try to kick him off, paw prints be damned.
She eats. Her body more or less processes food the way it should, but it sits heavy in her stomach and tastes wrong. She doesn't mention this.
It's two days later, during a brief period of being alone in her room, that it happens. Varric is seeing Anders out, and probably trying to pump him for information he doesn't have, because it's obvious to both of them that Hawke is withholding details about what exactly was done to her. Hawke is sitting in front of the fire, because she's been cold for days. Teo sits in front of her, and she pets him absently. Next to her on the table is a half-finished plate of food that tastes about as nourishing as sand when she eats it.
Teo's body is warm under her fingers, so warm. She can feel more heat from him than from the fire, can almost feel the blood running through his veins, the pump of his canine heart thumping in his chest. She licks her lips, growling a little under her breath, and her hand freezes abruptly as the realizes that sound came from her instead of him.
That's when it happens. Teo looks at her, heaves his front paws up on her legs, and lets out a long, low sigh before lifting his head.
It takes several minutes to realize what he's offering. What he thinks she needs. What he recognizes in her, that she's been unable--unwilling--to name.
From downstairs, Varric and Anders hear a resounding crash as she stands up so abruptly that the chair falls over, and then a much louder one as she throws it against the wall. When they rush back in she's breathing heavily (is she breathing? Is it just habit?) and leaning against the bed post, and before either of them can demand to know what the fuck, Hawke? she says "I want Fenris here. Right now."
And that's all she'll say.
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"So start talking, beautiful," he says tightly, trying very hard to keep up the easy-going facade. Even Teo is listening to him now, the mabari seemingly understanding that Hawke isn't necessarily the person to listen to right now. "Don't tempt me to do something stupid, like chain myself to the desk until you spill. These biceps couldn't stand up to a hunger strike."
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Danarius.
"I want Fenris," she says, through gritted teeth, "because he's from Tevinter and knows more about fucked up blood magic than the rest of us put together, so I want to ask him a few questions. And maybe then we'll all have some answers. Is that a good enough reason or shall I go fetch the chains?"
She doesn't make any pretense of an easy-going facade. Not any more. That worked for the past few days while she was still pretending the changes that have begun would stop or reverse themselves, but Hawke's never been good at lying to herself. Or to Varric, obviously.
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"Italian chef gesture" made me laugh a lot <3
ur welc <3
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swelling dramatic background music here
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I'd rather timeskip fight scenes somewhat. Afraid I'll get blocked if we drag this out too much.
turns out the key to doing tags is "trying" >_>
for burning_manifesto
Okay, first Anders gets abducted for like five days, giving them all collective heart attacks (and an erection, Fenris). Then, just to add some spice to their lives, he shows up as a goddamn vampire. According to Varric, he was covered in more blood than was supposed to be possible on the outside and looked unsettlingly healthy for a captured guy.
So that's fun. Varric rustles up some apostate healer from, who knows, his asshole probably- the son of a Grey Warden from Rialto. Everybody knows this, because everyone involved in the mage underground has heard that he can spirit people away to join the Wardens in Antiva. He takes on daytime clinic hours with aplomb and, after a memorable incident that Varric's spies delighted in, they all learn something interesting about the properties of Warden blood. (It's gross. Also, apparently when vampires throw up, it's heinously nasty.) The man is pretty chill about it, when Hawke goes to see him, and says he's written a letter to his father's commander about it. Also, he moves out of the clinic that day- finding somewhere else to sleep at night.
Hawke could cope with the man she... feelingses... becoming a vampire. Whatever. Weirder things have probably happened to somebody somewhere, right? But no, Anders seems hellbent on making it impossible to cope with. He's stopped coming out on missions with them (strength in numbers, Anders, you really think Fenris would let you munch on someone?) and won't answer when she knocks at the clinic door.
Most of her info on him comes through Varric. Varric, who found him, who procured the assistant for him, who talked Justice through a meltdown, who has written letters to all corners of the world asking about depossession. Hawke even has a letter to the Hero of Ferelden drafted. According to Varric, Justice isn't so bad of a conversationalist once you get to know him. According to Varric, Anders is barely eating (hunting? damn) enough to stay upright. His healing work has suffered, and Darktown has noticed. They come during daylight hours now for the dire things.
It's bullshit.
Eventually she gets fed up and goes to the clinic in the middle of the damn night. No asking this time- she pays a kid ten silver to knock at the clinic door and beg, in his saddest-orphan-childe voice, to be let in, his leg, please!
She tosses the brat an extra silver and he runs off gleefully.
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He’s not going to go so far as to blame the poor thing or hold it against him. But there was no denying that it was just one of those things. Having a bad day? Someone small, adorable, and seriously hurt was going to show up at your door. It just figured.
Anders bolsters himself best he can as he walks to the door. A snap of his fingers has a few candles scattered around flickering to life, and by the time he opens the door, he has on his best sympathetic smile.
It drops like a stone when he sees who it is on the other side. A quick glance down shows that yes, there is indeed no wounded child at all. “Hawke?” When he glances back up, he catches a scurry of movement off in the shadows. A small child with something glittery in their hand.
His tone of voice is very different as he repeats himself. “Hawke.”
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“What?” So innocent.
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“I hope you payed him well.” He looks sidelong at her hand on his wrist, frowning a bit. He can feel the faintest echo of her pulse through her skin, and it isn’t unpleasant. Which is exactly the problem. Being hyperaware of someone else’s pulse should never be a good thing.
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Hawke moves a bit closer. When she's at the distance that usually starts requiring Decisions, she tweaks his nose cheekily and ducks under his arm into the clinic.
Sometimes it's a pity she's a mage. She would have made an amazing rogue.
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And before he can blink, she’s in the clinic. Makers balls.
“Oh, now that was unfair.” He turns and shuts the door behind him, feeling the indignity of it all acutely. Is this what his willpower comes down to? One look from this woman and it crumbles?
Anders sighs as he waves his hand, lighting a number of lanterns around the clinic to accompany the candles. He keeps the light low on purpose when patients come knocking at night. He’s found that his involuntary powers of persuasion and attraction are less effective when he can’t be seen- so long as he’s careful about his eyes and his voice. That was a lesson learned the hard way with his erstwhile assistant.
“You could have just asked.” And he would have said no, but eh. Details.
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She loves time wasting. Always. Every moment.
Hawke puts a hand on her hip and cocks her head at him. This ridiculous man, this onion of layered cockiness, self-loathing, spirit intensity, and human charisma. This unfairly attractive sewer goblin who makes her knees turn to jelly just a little when he looks at her a certain way. Thank the Maker he isn't doing it now, because she has a Point to make.
"Besides, being unfair to you is only fair." Yep. Sticking with that. "You've been avoiding me."
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“I’ve been… busy.” Decent enough to feel guilty, but not to own up to it right away. “It’s been a difficult transition. To put it mildly. I’m sure Varric has kept you updated.”
He is under no illusions that Varric probably told her the story about his assistant, in gory, bloody detail. Varric was a good man, but he did so love to torment those he called his friends.
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