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Dodger // 8♥ ([personal profile] smokedout) wrote in [community profile] museyboxy2021-04-25 04:34 pm

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TABLE OF CONTENTS:

     [4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
     [5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
     [5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
     [6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
               - Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
               - Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
     [7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
               - Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
               - They argue about adopting out the dogs.
               - Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
               - They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
     [8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
               - Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
               - Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
               - Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
     [8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
     [8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
               - They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
               - Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
               - Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
     [9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
     [9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
               - Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
               - They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
     [10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
               - They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
               - They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
               - Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
               - Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
               - Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
               - They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
     [11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
     [AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
               - Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
               - They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
               - Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
               - They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
               - Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
     [2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
     [PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
               - Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
               - Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
               - The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
               - Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
               - Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
     [BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
     [3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.


*Nipple Piercing Conversation Counter: 4
defaulthawke: (s; bloody bara)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-19 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
If Garrett were a little more with it, he'd recognize what Dodger is doing- letting him recover so he'll be sensitive to new torment. It's a tactic he's both used and suffered through before- but in his fucked-out state, all he can do is be grateful for the reprieve.

His eyes mist over slightly when Dodger touches his lip like that, giving in to the urge to catch it in his lips in a tiny kiss. It softens the little sound of distress that follows Dodger's next question. More, Dodger wants more? Fuck, he barely survived the last one. His cock is still sore even now.

"I don't know," he lies, entirely sure that he'll die the moment Dodger touches him again. "I- I don't want to..."

It's in the gentle, slightly whimpering tone he uses when he's being a whiny bottom, protesting things that they both know he'll willingly suffer, saying no even until the moment he cums. It's not the hard edge of real distress- and Dodger has heard both, many times.
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-19 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Garrett doesn't believe that promise at all, and in fact can throw Dodger farther than he trusts him, but he has no choice but to nod meekly and accept it. With how exhausted he is and how badly he's worn out his still weak and injured body, he'd probably need help just getting up, let alone getting away from someone like Dodger.

So he nods at Dodger's sadistic command, indulging only in a breathless, "Maker's breath, you're trying to kill me, aren't you?"

But despite all the complaining, as soon as he's alone, he... obeys. Garrett knows nothing about Dodger seeing through walls, but he does know that the man can be invisible, so for all he knows Dodger could be watching right now. Running afoul of his temper or sadistic desire for punishment sounds pretty terrible right now, so Garrett takes a deep breath, steels himself, and runs a hand down his body towards his aching cock.

Okay. He can do this.

No sooner do his fingers brush the shaft that he pulls away with a decisive nope, he can't. Nope nope nope. Safer to nudge his cock aside, then, and reach down lower, cupping his balls in his hand and massaging gently. He hisses and throws his head back, looking up at the ceiling with wide eyes as he forces himself to bathe in the feeling. Softly rubbing, gently kneading, sending pleasure shivering up his spine in spite of everything. His other hand goes to his chest, rubbing and toying with his nipple, then pinching just for the thrill of that little spark of pain. He soon gets thirsty for more and gets rougher, twisting his own nipple cruelly until he actually gasps.

It wakes up something inside him. That love of pain he's always had, the part of him that's trying so hard to hide from Dodger's dangerous presence. That submissive, slutty desire to please whoever's strong enough to bend him over. Dodger is probably watching, and he wants to be good, so he lets go of his balls and slowly drifts a hand to his cock.

Fuck, it's so hard. It's so hard to force himself to do it, but after a moment of fighting with himself, he runs his fingers over the sensitive head, still gently throbbing. He sucks in a harsh breath at the shock of feeling that rocks through him, but forces himself to continue: actually rubbing or stroking is far too much to handle, but he touches his piercing, tugging on the metal ring lightly.

The sensation is so searingly intense that he actually moans out a low "No." It hurts, it's so much, but he forces himself to continue, sliding the ring back and forth in its housing, gently ghosting rough fingertips around where metal pierces skin, tugging on it. When he's managed to start gently stroking his fingertips over the head, it's so intense that he's started to whine even as he follows that order.

"No," he whimpers, though he doesn't stop. Garrett hesitantly keeps on, touching himself to a low stream of "No, no no no no no..."
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-19 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Dodger's reappearance doesn't surprise him at all; as far as Garrett knows, he could have been watching for almost the entire time. Yeah, he heard the distant run of a faucet, but not for long. There's no surprise at all, so he can keep touching himself, keep whining with hitching breaths that catch in his throat when Dodger speaks.

"What?" His eyes go wide with dizzied dread (that might just be a tiny bit turned-on). Maker, his cock is already reacting, not hard but a little fuller than he was a minute ago, not even halfway but just a little thicker, a tiny bit heavier, the first stirrings that promise arousal. He's losing this battle to his body, and now he knows how it will end. "But you promised-" He cuts off with a tortured moan at a particularly sharp burst of sensation that sears his nerves. "I can't do it, it hurts."
defaulthawke: (s; bloody bara)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-20 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Garrett doesn't relax in the slightest at Dodger's rebuff- after all, he has no reason to trust it. Dodger is a liar and loves to torture him, and Garrett is so weak and vulnerable right now, just the way he likes.

Not that he can do anything about it. All he can really do is try to comply, vainly trying to push himself up. Fortunately, Dodger steps in to assist, helpfully leaning him back against the headboard in a position that stirs old memories in the back of his blissfully fucked-out, stoned mind. He's been here before, hasn't he?

As he gazes up at Dodger, his hand wanders over his thigh, uncertain. Touching himself is an agony Garrett isn't eager to resume, but he doesn't know if he's supposed to.
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-20 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Garrett is the farthest thing from turned on right now (sort of), and all he wants in the world is to lie down and sleep, but when Dodger gives him that look and talks to him like that, it's hard to remember feeling anything that Dodger doesn't want him to feel. His lips move softly against the head of Dodger's cock. This, more than anything else, has blood finally rushing downward, starting slowly to fill his reluctant, aching cock.

There's a reply in his mind, but when Dodger gives that last order, Garrett opens his mouth automatically, without even thinking. Everything in him wants to quit, to slump down on the bed and pass out, but he can no sooner disobey Dodger's orders than disobey the law of gravity. Some day the truth of it might filter through to his consciousness, how wrong it feels in these moments to resist or assert his own will- how, when Dodger grips his hair like that, resisting him seems to go against Garrett's very nature.
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-21 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Garrett mirrors Dodger's sigh with a faint one of his own, sighing very softly when Dodger's cock slowly presses into his mouth. It's been so long since his mouth has been full like this, stretched around a hard cock that promises to fuck him raw.

It's just like he remembers: thick and heavy, stretching his jaw open wide, sliding heavy over his tongue with every stroke. A faint little moan slips out as his body starts to gently react to the cock working deeper inside him. It's delicious and tantalizingly slow, until the head that cock reaches the back of his throat and nestles in tight, filling him so well and resting insistently against sensitive muscles that instinctively twitch and spasm. Oh, and the hands in his hair feel so good; he looks up at Dodger with wide brown eyes, spasming gently with the gag reflex he's too high to fight down.

Missed him? Dodger missed him? It's not terribly surprising, but fuzzy and stoned as it is, it feels somehow wondrous.
Edited 2021-05-21 00:25 (UTC)
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-21 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
When Dodger falls into that slow rhythm, fucking his mouth in deep strokes, a shiver runs down Garrett's spine. He makes a low sound that might almost be a moan just from the feeling of a cock in his mouth. Fuck, it feels good. His cock is starting to stir, more than it had before, responding to the warmth already growing inside him.

A break. Break sounds good. There's no way for Garrett to answer, of course, but he blinks slowly at the man towering over him as he uses Garrett's mouth.
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-21 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
As brutal as this act can be, there's an intense sensuality to it when done slowly. Garrett would never have guessed that Dodger even knew the meaning of the word, but here it is: slow, rolling thrusts into his mouth, a little deeper every time, the head softly bumping against sensitive places in the back. When Dodger starts to go deeper, to push in a little more on every stroke, Garrett's throat relaxes without even thinking, instinctively welcoming the intrusion. Inviting Dodger to penetrate him, finally pushing past the barrier of his throat. Garrett doesn't even have time to feel his reflex kick in before Dodger pulls him in closer, forcing that thick cock down his throat until his nose is buried in dark curls and he's pitching from silent coughs that never leave his throat.

Then he's choking violently from a hard thrust that drives into him so deep he actually yelps a little around Dodger's cock. (Fuck, it's been a while, he's out of practice.) Then that confession sinks in. It hits him oddly. It's been so long since he's heard anyone say it, but every time Dodger's said it to him, it's been paired with trauma and pain. A shudder runs through him at the memory of being held down and violated, of a knife in his mouth.
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-21 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Normally, Garrett might crave harsher treatment, but today this feels just right. It's almost tender - at least by Dodger's standards - with a sensuality that has his cock hardening despite his exhaustion. He still can't bear the thought of touching himself, but Maker, getting fucked like this feels so good.

It only gets better as Dodger gets closer: he pulls Garrett's hair harder, pulls on him and manipulates him like a doll to thrust in deeper, fucks his throat harder. Every other stroke has him choking softly around the cock invading him, throat fluttering desperately as his body pitches lightly with the instinctive urge to flee. When Garrett looks up and moans shakily around that hard length, there are tears in his eyes.
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-21 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett is loving this. There's something so intensely fucking intimate about a cock in his mouth, it's personal and invading in a way that nothing else could be- there's no closing his eyes and losing himself, there's no separating from the feeling, there's no way to imitate it with self-pleasure when he's alone. It's immediate and inescapable and there's nothing at all like it: in this moment, his entire world is taken up with Dodger. Every cell in his body, every ounce of his awareness.

He loves it.

Dodger pounds away, fucking his mouth and throat in long, deep, merciless strokes that have him gagging and choking softly, throat fluttering around Dodger's cock as his body pitches. It feels so good to be used like this again after so long without that he can't stand it- that he can't imagine going so long without a cock in his mouth ever again. Rough, domineering- familiar, like the way Dodger yanks him in close and shoves that huge cock all the way down his throat, holding him down to cum down his throat. Thick, unnaturally hot pulses, so deep he can't even taste it and oh god if he could moan he would.

The arousal is clear on his face as he kisses Dodger back with fuck-swollen lips, a little dazed.

"It's been a long time," he murmurs hoarsely. "Fuck- too long." Another kiss. "I went a long time without being fucked, too, but I can't fake this on my own with a toy."
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-22 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Tired and fucked-out like this, Garrett can't seem to summon the usual skepticism or the wherewithal to throw up those oh-so-necessary boundaries. It feels nice to be with someone like this. Since Caitlin disappeared, he's missed that affection, and ever since -

He's been thirsty for love for a long, long time. That love comes through in the way Dodger touches him, easing him down onto his back, cleaning him up, giving him that soft look that reminds Garrett dreamily of something he's almost forgotten how to feel. It takes effort to lift his arm enough to drape it over Dodger's shoulders, but somehow Garrett manages it, smiling at the closeness.

It's nice enough for him to be caught off guard when Dodger says that. He inhales lightly, cheeks coloring at the dirty talk. His cock is lying against his thigh, rock-hard and still sore, throbbing faintly to remind him of how turned-on he still is.

"It feels amazing," he murmurs dreamily. His voice is still rough, though not as bad as it usually is after Dodger's done fucking him. "Mmm, I love how cock down my throat feels."
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-22 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Garrett sighs quietly, letting out the faintest little moan at the slow teasing. It feels really good, especially with how warm everything feels through the gentle haze of pot. He bites his lip gently.

"Didn't we try that once? I seem to remember a lot of piercing..."
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-05-22 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Garrett takes a shaking breath, a low sound shivering out at the blatant teasing. It's incredible that he could want anything right now, after how many times Dodger has forced him to come, but now that Dodger's warm hand is on him, so close to something good, he can't stand the denial.

Can't stand it, but dreads the thought of the painful sensation he knows would follow. The dirty talk is amazing, though, and the memory it brings warms him inside.

"It hurt like a bastard," he murmurs. "I could hardly breathe."

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