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[4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
[5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
[5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
[6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
- Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
- Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
[7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
- Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
- They argue about adopting out the dogs.
- Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
- They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
[8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
- Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
- Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
- Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
[8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
[8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
- They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
- Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
- Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
[9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
[9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
- Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
- They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
[10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
- They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
- They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
- Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
- Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
- Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
- They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
[11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
[AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
- Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
- They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
- Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
- They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
- Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
[2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
[PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
- Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
- Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
- The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
- Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
- Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
[BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
[3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.
*Nipple Piercing Conversation Counter: 4
TABLE OF CONTENTS:
[4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
[5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
[5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
[6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
- Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
- Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
[7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
- Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
- They argue about adopting out the dogs.
- Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
- They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
[8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
- Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
- Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
- Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
[8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
[8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
- They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
- Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
- Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
[9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
[9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
- Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
- They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
[10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
- They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
- They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
- Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
- Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
- Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
- They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
[11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
[AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
- Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
- They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
- Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
- They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
- Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
[2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
[PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
- Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
- Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
- The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
- Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
- Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
[BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
[3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.
*Nipple Piercing Conversation Counter: 4

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His body is shaking slowly as he pulls out and rolls over, having to lay there and catch his breath, return to humanity. He can't remember the last time he came that hard, and for the moment he still can't speak.
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When Dodger pulls out and rolls over, he leaves Garrett lying there, a quivering mess of blood and sweat with hot cum sticky on his thighs. He's so keyed-up that he rolls over immediately, pawing at Dodger with aimless, needy motions that have him almost whimpering just from the intense, overwhelming frustration paired with pleasure hot enough to make him needy and pain intense enough to erase his higher thinking. He's still shaking, thighs quivering and hands trembling, balls tight and swollen and sore as his cock presses hard against the cage bars despite the agonizing spikes digging in.
Fuck, he feels like he wants to cry. There's no point in begging or asking for anything and he knows it, so with absolutely on recourse for his need, Garrett buries his face into Dodger's chest to stifle a very deep, very raspy, nearly inaudible whimper.
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Dodger's hand moves up to rub Garrett's back, keeping him close until he can work up enough energy to hook a finger under the older man's chin, and guide him into a kiss. Slow, passionate, full of all the possessive and affectionate feelings that buzz through his head in moments like this.
"You're so beautiful, y'know that?" He sighs softly, and presses another kiss to his lips. "You want to come out of that thing?"
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At Dodger's question, his hand tightens in Dodger's hair as he shudders against a surge of desire. He wants to say yes. When those words come he wants more than anything to moan yes, please, let me out, I need it, but something stops him.
"You're not going to let me, are you?"
Somehow, he doesn't think it'll be quite that easy. And, notably, he doesn't try his luck.
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"No, I'm not." Another kiss. "Not until you can get soft again."
He slides a hand down to Garrett's ass, and guides the man into his lap. Mostly just so he can knead Garrett's ass cheeks lazily, admiring his body as if he doesn't notice the desperation burning in that beautiful body.
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(And highlighting the stinging ache inside him from what Dodger already did.)
"It's so weird to be this turned on," he murmurs, his free hand running aimlessly over Dodger's warm skin. Aimless pawing, cuddly neediness without a goal, pointlessly grinding his caged cock against Dodger without even realizing he's doing it. "And not be hard. It feels like I'm not even allowed to be turned on yet, or- it's hard to explain."
If Dodger makes him sit up, he'll be able to see the effects of his work: Garrett's impressive cock, bent down and forced into a limp, useless position, unwillingly soft from being unable to grow but still straining at the metal cage that looks five sizes too tight. It's pushing desperately at the bars, which means the spikes are digging in hard enough that it's obvious to the naked eye and indeed looks incredibly cruel. He's dripping with need and below the cage, his sack is swollen and tender to the touch. Garrett doesn't necessarily want Dodger to see it, though. He's content to keep kissing, and trying not to find the words to explain the curious feelings running through him. If he thinks about it too much he'll find something deeply embarrassing, and for now the frustration is enough.
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"You've been a woman before, you can handle getting turned on without a cock." His fingers travel further, brushing curiously along Garrett's balls. "Actually, you've been a man without a cock too. Nothing new."
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Garrett tries to answer the comment about being a woman, but is rather badly derailed by the shock of Dodger's touch. He pitches forward and plants his hands on Dodger's chest, leaning heavily while he tries so hard not to thrust into Dodger's grip- or beg for the pain to stop.
In his distraction, that second comment takes a moment to land. When the words man without a cock finally pierce his consciousness, his cheeks go bright red and his heart stutters a little in his chest with a surge of desire.
"It- it doesn't feel like either of those," he says in a painful, raspy croak. He has to pause to take a deep breath, once again trying to quell any errand whimpers of pain that want to bubble up. "It's different."
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"God, you're so cute." He grins, dragging Garrett down to kiss him before forcing him to sit back up. "Hands behind your back. I want to get a good view."
And of course, he wants to keep ghosting his fingers over Garrett's balls, and tapping lightly against the cage. Seeing what sort of reactions he can get.
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His cheeks are burning. His cock and balls are throbbing, making him yip whenever Dodger taps the cage and sets off a little spike of pain from the constant, aching current that he's been breathing through this entire time. He hurts so badly, and his cheeks are burning.
It's odd, this embarrassment. Normally, treatment like this would be cause for delight, with the only hesitation coming from physical intensity or overwhelm. But he's never been in a situation quite so vulnerable with someone this dangerous before. Usually it was with people he trusted- and he can't say that he entirely trusts Dodger. Not yet. Not again. And the other times he's done very vulnerable things, he was either chemically or mentally altered, or it was with the understanding that it was all temporary.
This? This is different. This is baring himself utterly before a man whom he knows would gladly tear him apart. This is a dangerous predator drawing from him submissive desires so strong that he's actually startled by how badly he wants it- and to be here now, realizing how profoundly he's responding to this level of humiliation... It's almost too much. It's one thing to offer up one's absolutely deepest, weakest, most vulnerable, embarrassing parts. It's quite another to have them ripped from him by someone he knows wants to devour him.
And he can't stop whimpering.
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Somewhere in there, some gears start to finally turn, that have been grinding fruitlessly for years. He likes being on this end, finds it satisfying in a way that begging and cowering never was.
"Look at you, trembling like a newborn deer..." He taps his knuckles playfully against Garrett's chin, before trailing his fingers down the man's chest. His fingers are hot, not enough to burn but enough to leave trails that sting in the cool air. "You always look so good when you're submitting for me, y'know that? Makes me wish I could watch you like this, all night long."
He slows down for those last three words, drawing them out to let Garrett imagine all sorts of things Dodger is wishing to do to him. His fingers slide down to the tip of the cage, and he heats the metal experimentally, careful not to take it up too much.
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Apparently, an advanced version of his usual warming-the-piercing move. Dodger's heat spreads across the cage, warming his entire cock in a way that rather cruelly tries to encourage blood to rush in. While hissing from the cage growing tight, he suddenly gasps when the heat travels again- not over the cage but through the metal sound. Feeling Dodger's heat from within makes him almost dizzy, flushing dark at the warmth going so deep inside his cock that he can barely breathe.
"Fuck," he moans. "I can feel you- everywhere."
Dodger is taking him everywhere- even parts of him that shouldn't be possible to take.
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"There. Little more comfortable, right?" Another kiss, and he loosens his grip to let Garrett move freely again. "Let's keep it on for tonight, see if you can earn your way out tomorrow. I'm beat."
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Then he picks his head up and gives Dodger a horrified look. Did he just hear him right?
"Tomorrow?" he rasps, thoroughly shocked. "What are you talking about?"
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Apparently, the question has made 'tomorrow' fall out the window.
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And yet, the prospect of being in this thing for Maker knows how long is... daunting. He opens his eyes to meet Dodger's gaze again and very nearly argues- but as the cage seems to tighten around him, Garrett closes his mouth and nods obediently.
"You didn't need to stop playing with it." This, in spite of how torturous it is.
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It's exactly what he is.
"Try to get some rest, take something for it if you can't. Don't touch it without permission, understand?"
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That feeling only grows when Dodger forbids him from touching himself, earning another tiny, irritated little grunt. Shit, even Caitlin let him torture himself.
"Fine." Garrett isn't exactly sulking, but he is wrapping his mind around the longevity of this, and the prospect of feeling this relentless ache for as long as Dodger wants to toy with him. "Can I-" A cough catches in his throat as he tries to keep enough voice to speak. "Can I at least heal myself? If you have a knife, I can."
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"Give me your hand."
If (when) Garrett complies, Dodger is driving his teeth into the palm until his draws blood.
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"What am I allowed to heal?" He look at Dodger questioningly, holding a palm full of warm blue light. "I don't want to scar."
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He sighs and shrugs, "Fix your shoulder, and whatever else you're worried about. Just don't go crazy with it."
He doesn't know how blood magic works, but he kind of doubts that bite will go all that far anyway.
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"In Hell, the cage had a belt attachment. Did you see it? The cage is goddamn heavy on its own."
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"Didn't see it, it's probably still in your bag. You get it."
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After giving Dodger a kiss on the forehead, he gets up to find it, cupping the cage somewhat ridiculously as he walks. The thing is fucking heavy. The belt helps and has the dual effect of hugging the cage snug to his body to make it even tighter. After a couple minutes, a sleeping pill, and a very large glass of water he returns, feeling thoroughly restrained, and slips into bed with Dodger. Sleep time now.