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[4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
[5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
[5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
[6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
- Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
- Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
[7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
- Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
- They argue about adopting out the dogs.
- Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
- They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
[8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
- Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
- Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
- Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
[8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
[8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
- They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
- Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
- Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
[9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
[9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
- Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
- They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
[10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
- They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
- They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
- Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
- Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
- Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
- They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
[11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
[AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
- Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
- They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
- Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
- They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
- Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
[2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
[PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
- Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
- Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
- The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
- Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
- Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
[BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
[3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.
*Nipple Piercing Conversation Counter: 4
TABLE OF CONTENTS:
[4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
[5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
[5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
[6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
- Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
- Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
[7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
- Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
- They argue about adopting out the dogs.
- Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
- They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
[8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
- Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
- Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
- Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
[8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
[8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
- They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
- Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
- Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
[9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
[9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
- Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
- They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
[10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
- They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
- They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
- Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
[10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
- Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
- Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
- They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
[11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
[AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
- Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
- They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
- Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
- They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
- Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
[2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
[PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
- Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
- Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
- The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
- Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
- Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
[BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
[3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.
*Nipple Piercing Conversation Counter: 4

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And then there's that message: you don't need to get off. Garrett shivers lightly at the utter objectification of it, and obediently casts the spell. He has no idea how he's going to survive the achingly slow slide that always comes when they fuck without prep, nor the breathtaking tightness that always tears him apart, but... he has no choice.
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Half of it is the calculated decision to make it hurt, to give Garrett a fighting chance of getting soft just from the pain of it. But the other half is just pure excitement, eagerness to get inside of him after being fucked senseless.
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"FUCK," he yelps, reflexively tensing then cursing more at the pain that immediately follows. "Shit, fuck- hurts, that hurts."
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But when Dodger gives him permission, he gasps and starts to call on that familiar magic, doing his level best to focus well enough to reach past several dimensions of Veil.
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And Garrett is starting to get soft. A short laugh escapes him when he notices - perfect, just like he expected.
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It takes time, but he starts to slowly heal himself, punctuated by harsh cries as he grits his teeth and holds on to Dodger tightly. Occasionally he urges his lover to "Slow down, I can't concentrate, please-"
He's managed to heal enough for it to be bearable. His flagging cock has gone soft, but if he heals himself any more, he might be able to start enjoying it again. He hopes, at least- Garrett's goal is to reduce the pain enough that the pleasure won't drown.
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"That's enough, save your energy." He pants heavily, varying his rhythm with a sudden hard thrust, "I want that useless cock of yours nice and soft, understand?"
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"Okay," he whimpers, trailing off into a low, broken keen. That hard thrust felt like it tore something or hurt part of what he healed, leaving him shuddering with the low, burning ache that Dodger's cock is driving deep inside him on every painful thrust. The man has his wish, Garrett is in too much pain to get hard. He finds himself making humiliating sounds like helpless shaking whines on every labored breath as he buries his face in the crook of Dodger's neck in some twisted search for comfort.
"Please," comes a useless plea. Every stroke feels like it could be tearing him apart, and brings with it a weird burst of pleasure just hot enough to confuse- not enough to make this okay. "Dodger, it hurts. Oh god, it hurts..."
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"Do you want me to come?" He purrs, tugging Garrett's hair hard enough to hurt as well, "C'mon, keep talking."
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"Let me heal," he begs, squirming uncomfortably. It's a battle with his own body to not tense up with every stroke, knowing it will only make things worse if he does, but despite his alleged submission he just can't reconcile with the pain.
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His hips slow a bit, favoring hard thrusts so he has room to press kisses to Garrett's cheek and neck. The positioning is awkward, but he knows Garrett will need something to counteract the pain. Some bit of affection to cling to.
"You're doing great... see, you're still soft. You might just make it out of that cage for a while, heh?"
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He moans in quiet agony and leans into the affection with half-hysterical desperation. To have kissing, soft petting, and gentle words paired with this painful violation grates at his mind until it feels shredded from the stress, gently falling apart as Dodger whispers in his ear. Doing great, he says. You might make it out, he says. He says...
"I'm soft because it doesn't feel good..."
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He presses a kiss to Garrett's collarbone, with a hint of teeth. His weight shifts a bit, pressing Garrett further against the tiles so he can pull out further on each thrust. And just once, he pulls out almost entirely before slamming back into him.
"Fuck, you feel so good..." He groans, his claws sliding out to scratch against Garrett's ass cheek. "Keep talking. Tell me how it feels, getting fucked by a real man."
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Breathe. Breathe. Has to remember to breathe. Garrett reminds himself that he's okay, that Dodger has been kind to him before and shown him mercy in these situations before. He just has to get through to him.
"It fucking hurts," he urges, voice breaking on a sharp yelp of soft agony. "Feels like you're ripping me in half. I can't, Dodger please stop, this isn't-"
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He's fucked people before who didn't use their safeword even when they needed it. It's a pain in the fucking ass.
"You know how to stop it." He growls against Garrett's ear, not giving away any mercy in his tone. "You haven't stopped it because you want me to hurt you."
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"Yellow, yellow- Dodger, yellow-"
It's not strictly the safeword. It doesn't mean stop. But it does mean slow down please god please please slow down I need a breather.
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"Heal yourself." He murmurs, pressing a kiss to Garrett's ear, "As much as you need."
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"Okay," he nods. Drawing on the magic takes effort, but he pulls in enough to heal his torn body around Dodger's cock, moaning deeply at the incredibly strange feeling inside. Garrett doesn't heal himself all the way, though- on some level, he's oddly reluctant to hurtle right into pleasure that he knows will push him to an absolutely torturous need for climax.
So his body heals to the point that the pain and pleasure are just about equal, then it stops. Then he clings to Dodger a little tighter, body still shaking with heaving breaths, and tries to adjust. It still aches deep inside, but he can feel the good, too. He's still not sure if that's all the healing he wants, but for now, it's where he'll stop just to regroup.
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"I love you."
Maybe not the best thing to say while he's openly abusing Garrett's body. But he wants to do anything he can to reassure him.
"Ready to keep going?"
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Is he ready? Not really. Maybe. Kind of. Garrett takes a steadying breath and tips his head back against the wet tiles, giving his lover a tortured look.
"Can we do a different position? This one is best for really deep, hard fucking, and if it's going to hurt I'd like to be a tiny bit slower. Maybe we can put down a towel in bed."
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"Alright."
He shifts again and slowly pulls out, helping Garrett to his feet and then holding him to make sure he's steady.
"Need me to teleport you?"
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"Yes, please. You can lay me down on the biggest towel we own and make sweet abusive love to my ass all you want."
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"Good. I think you earned your way out of the cage."
There's that familiar, horrible feeling of being teleported, just like being gut-punched by the universe. He moves them directly onto the bed, with the towel already underneath them. He doesn't immediately get back to work, though; right now his focus is on cupping Garrett's face, capturing his lips in a deep and passionate kiss and enjoying the feeling of resting on top of him.
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And it's a good kiss. Despite the dull throb pounding between his legs and aching deep inside him, the kiss is goddamn good. Garrett actually has to put his hands between them and push Dodger away when he feels his cock stirring.
"If you keep going, I'll get hard," Garrett murmurs. "Since I healed, I might anyway."
(He looks a little worried about that. Part of him still doesn't trust that Dodger was telling the truth about him earning his freedom from the cage.)
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