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     [4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
     [5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
     [5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
     [6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
               - Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
               - Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
     [7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
               - Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
               - They argue about adopting out the dogs.
               - Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
               - They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
     [8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
               - Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
               - Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
               - Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
     [8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
     [8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
               - They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
               - Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
               - Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
     [9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
     [9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
               - Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
               - They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
     [10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
               - They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
               - They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
               - Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
               - Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
               - Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
               - They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
     [11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
     [AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
               - Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
               - They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
               - Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
               - They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
               - Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
     [2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
     [PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
               - Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
               - Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
               - The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
               - Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
               - Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
     [BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
     [3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.


*Nipple Piercing Conversation Counter: 4

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[defaulthawke]

Garrett sets the collar aside and tugs on the ropes to pull them away entirely.

"If you have a suggestion for a threat that won't upset you and won't make you insufferably horny and bratty, I'm all ears."

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Dodger pauses, and really does think about it for a moment. Finally he just lets out a quiet huff, and leans closer to seek out a kiss.

"Fair point."

[defaulthawke]

Of course Garrett gives him that kiss - and a light flick on the nose when they part.

"See? You're very hard to keep in line, you know. And now if you still want me to fuck you until you come from it, we're going to have to rely on your trustworthiness to see us through."

The absurdity of which speaks for itself. He moves into his previous position and tugs on Dodger's shoulder, seeking out that closeness and cuddling once more- especially now that he has his personal heater back.

"This is why I can't take you seriously when you tell me you want someone who will abuse you." He pokes Dodger's nose lightly. "Look at that face. I can't stand to see it upset."

[smokedout]

Dodger reacts with a small sneeze go the poke, but still tries his best to look long-suffering and unimpressed. It doesn't really work.

"You're just soft."

He crawls over to flop on top of Garrett, stretching out now that he can properly get comfortable. His hands move to Garrett's hair, idly playing with it while they talk.

"I think I'm starting to change my mind. I'm not sure exactly what I want... Except that I want you."

[defaulthawke]

"First of all, I'm not soft," he corrects, poking Dodger in the Downstairs Region. And you aren't one to be talking."

However much Garrett wants to seem bossy, the hair-playing can absolutely stay. It's too nice for him to bother acting like he's annoyed over the safeword thing.

"Although it is nice to know that you aren't indiscriminately horny for horrific abuse anymore. At least not all the time. And you got fucked without any problems- now that's what I call personal growth."

[smokedout]

Dodger chews his cheek for a moment, his expression muddling a bit.

"Benny used to lock me in a box when I pissed him off. Would've been... Thirteen or fourteen when I got too big to fit in it. Let's just say I'm not too jazzed about having to sit in the dark with my powers stripped."

To some extent, that's one of the easier things to talk about, out of this whole mess. Ironically, easier than admitting that he's starting to question that unending search for torture and abuse.

[defaulthawke]

Garrett contemplates that for a brief moment before his expression crumples into the kind of self-directed cringe that involves looking away and rubbing his forehead tiredly, pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Maker's tits, I can't believe I didn't think of that," he mutters. "Well, I'm sure we'll come up with some options for next time that won't kick you right in a childhood trauma."

[smokedout]

"Kind of a big target." He comments, with some level of compassion.

Dodger reaches to push Garrett's hand away from his face, and lace their fingers together while he kisses him. It's slow and gentle, but there's still that quiet undercurrent of frustration.

"I liked everything up until that." Another kiss. "Especially that whole 'thank you father' shit. You're a real freak, you know that?"

[defaulthawke]

His cheeks actually color a little with the faintest tinge of embarrassment. Yeah, Garrett knows exactly how messed-up that was, and is a little aghast at himself.

"I didn't used to be like this," he says defensively between kisses. "It's your fault for getting weird about it when I was just trying to be a demon dad."

[smokedout]

"Right, and it's my fault you got drunk and fucked me." He lets out an amused little scoff, and follows up with another kiss. "You were already fucked up, that's why you like me."

Although Dodger's always found it interesting how Garrett manages to be the sane and innocent one between them. He's definitely got some kinks that Dodger isn't quite into, and more experience being pushed past his limits... but he guesses Garrett isn't as used to the complete depravity he's indulged in the past, so they're about even.

[defaulthawke]

To his surprise, Garrett finds himself actually wanting to argue the point, blaming past-Dodger for getting fucked by his own dad. The urge comes up against hard against his sense of ethics, somewhat jarringly - a battle between good sense (not blaming the victim) and pure emotion (being petty and bratty whenever Dodger says things).

So honestly, it's a good thing Dodger kisses him. It takes away his chance to say something stupid. By the time Dodger finishes speaking, Garrett has something new to defend himself from.

"I wasn't as fucked up when I met you," he points out. "You've done a lot to me."

[smokedout]

Dodger casts his gaze over Garrett, admiring his face for a moment before stealing another kiss.

"Yeah. Guess you got a point."

His phone goes off, and he groans quietly. Of all the fucking times. But he still sits up, and reaches for the nightstand... Fuck, nope, he left it with his clothes in the living room.

"Shit."

[defaulthawke]

Garrett frowns and rolls over enough to drape an arm heavily over Dodger's chest, in a knowingly futile attempt to keep him from getting up.

"Stay with me. I had more cuddling planned, possibly with cock-teasing."

[smokedout]

Dodger pauses, and lets out a long sigh before sinking back into bed.

"He's gonna get pissed at me again."

There's less urgency in his voice this time. He could definitely push Garrett off if he wanted to, but he craves this closeness.

[defaulthawke]

Garrett snuggles in a little closer, not wanting to push too hard too fast.

"He's too used to you not having a life." It has a tone of that needs to change.

[smokedout]

Dodger rolls over to snuggle back into Garrett, and runs his fingers softly through Garrett's beard. He doesn't speak at first, still wrestling with the urge to defend his master.

"Everything will fall apart if he loses me." It's something he's said before, although there's less conviction now. "First his movement, then the whole city's order."

[defaulthawke]

"Then he should treat you like a valuable asset," Garrett points out reasonably, though his tone is mellow from the gentle petting. "Not a slave or a mangy rat."

[smokedout]

"Maybe he's just not used to what I'm turning into." He ponders. "I was a mangy rat when he found me. Too doped up to speak English and honestly, couldn't say why he wanted me. He's got a weird way of picking out the people that'll serve him the best."

His phone goes off again. There's another moment of hesitation, but Dodger burrows closer to Garrett instead until there really isn't any closer he could get.

[defaulthawke]

Garrett welcomes him warmly, wrapping strong arms around him and weaving their legs together until they're a tangle of limbs, all snuggly and nearly-naked (except for Garrett's underwear). He draws the blanket over them a little higher.

"You're not going to let him beat the shit out of you again, are you?"

[smokedout]

Dodger melts against Garrett's skin, but the question makes him pause. He hesitates before he can meet the older man's eyes, and his skin turns a little warmer as if to soften his answer.

"I can't stop him. He can shut my powers off."

He could still stop him. Somehow he's just never managed to.

[defaulthawke]

"So can I," Garrett points out, stroking Dodger's arm affectionately. He melts into Dodger, comforted by the addicting warmth. "But you can still hold your own against me even without powers."

Garrett suspects that Dodger lets it happen. It fits with everything else he knows about the man, including his weird attraction to Augustine and the desire to be abused and beaten.

[smokedout]

Dodger's gaze wavers a little, and he lets out a quiet sigh. Yeah, Garrett can see straight through him.

"Fine. Maybe I just don't want things to change." He admits. It's easier to say it out loud for Garrett. "If I fight back, it won't stop until he's dead. Then someone will have to pick up the pieces and I... I don't want that."

[defaulthawke]

That... is a lot harder to argue with. That's about changing his entire life, taking over an operation. Garrett has too much experience with rebuilding the ruins of a tattered life to begrudge Dodger his wish for stasis.

Instead, he tightens his hold on the younger man in a brief squeezing hug. "Then I'll just have to keep healing you. Eventually he'll get sick of it and stop trying."

[smokedout]

As much as the subject makes him uncomfortable, the hug warms him. The safety of knowing he can come back to Garrett, over and over. Garrett has been the most stable thing in his life for a long time.

"I'll make sure not to get too banged up." Dodger's eyes slide closed, and he strays a hand lower to trace patterns over Garrett's side. "Sooner or later things are gonna have to change. People don't last around me. I just wanna stay put while I can."

[defaulthawke]

Garrett snuggles into him, as soothed by his warmth as Dodger is by Garrett's bulk. He really does love being close like this, no matter what Dodger does to him or how his heart races oddly sometimes when they're together.

"Instead of just accepting that people don't last, you could keep trying this whole self-improvement thing you've got going," he says gently, bookended by soft hums of contentment at the hand on his side. "It's working pretty well so far. I could never have most of these conversations with the man you used to be."