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Dodger // 8♥ ([personal profile] smokedout) wrote in [community profile] museyboxy2021-04-25 04:34 pm

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TABLE OF CONTENTS:

     [4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
     [5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
     [5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
     [6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
               - Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
               - Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
     [7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
               - Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
               - They argue about adopting out the dogs.
               - Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
               - They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
     [8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
               - Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
               - Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
               - Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
     [8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
     [8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
               - They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
               - Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
               - Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
     [9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
     [9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
               - Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
               - They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
     [10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
               - They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
               - They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
               - Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
               - Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
               - Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
               - They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
     [11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
     [AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
               - Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
               - They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
               - Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
               - They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
               - Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
     [2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
     [PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
               - Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
               - Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
               - The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
               - Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
               - Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
     [BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
     [3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.


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defaulthawke: (= pitying smile)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett takes the kiss with a slightly squinched-up face and a small sound.

"I don't know." Can't know. "Didn't know if it was safe to try in public."

His head lolls on the pillows a little in Dodger's general direction. The real weight of Dodger's presence and the significance of being stuck in his world haven't begun to reach him. All his addled brain knows is that this is someone he knows, a beacon of familiarity calling to him through the fog of yet another strange new world.

"Now my head's all heavy. I don't think I can."
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Dodger's fingers in his hair feel good, but the pressure on his chest draws a soft hiss of pain that lances sharp inside him.

"Ribs," he murmurs. "Everything hurts."
defaulthawke: (= mmmhm)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Okay." Garrett nods dreamily while wheels slowly turn in his wounded head. Dogs. Too many dogs for a city place, isn't it? A lot of dogs. The buildings out there- the places can't be big, they looked like the hotel so people's homes can't be very big. Nowhere to run around.

"It's too many dogs for the city," he notes, brows drawing together in a slow-motion frown. "On TV, city apartments are always small. Are they small in real life? Or is it like everyone being sexy and waking up with makeup on?"
Edited 2021-04-26 18:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett gives an answer somewhere in the realm of "Like a very heavy cloud. Or a drunk. My brain is seasick."

While she works, he lies there placidly, somewhat less chill about pain than he normally is. The cause becomes quite clear when he blurrily asks, "Can I have more of the- stuff?"

Morphine? She's very patient. It reminds Garrett of a woman he knew in Lothering. No mage, but knew herbs and remedies like no other. Only a little. We don't want you getting sick.

"Dodger said you have healing." Or something? He's not entirely sure. "Does someone have healing? I can't do it myself when my head is fucked."
defaulthawke: (+ happy)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett sighs happily as she melts away the nausea and at least some of the pain with a stoned thanks. His head is a little less swimmy- the concussion is gone but the traces of morphine remain, making for less pain but not dooing much for his brain-to-mouth filter.

"No, we're not friends," he says, the beginnings of a drugged-up giggle tugging at the corners of his lips. "He's actually my-"
defaulthawke: (= ponder)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett thanks her for the button, then thanks her again as she walks out, a vacant little almost-smile still on his face when Dodger starts saying something to him. All he catches is the last part, which doesn't even make sense.

"What's a civ? Like sieve? Are we filtering them?"
defaulthawke: (- eye roll)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett doesn't argue that last part. Yeah, this place obviously isn't like Hell. It has cars and no welcoming committee and is so much bigger than Hell ever was, even just the little part of the city he's seen. But something does bug him enough to snark about it, even while stoned off his gourd.

"I'm not stupid. They don't call them civilians back home." Garrett lifts his non-broken arm to his hair, messing it gracelessly. "You wouldn't last five minutes in Kirkwall."
defaulthawke: (= what's the catch?)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett drifts a little, taking in maybe two thirds of what Dodger says. Enough to sleepily remark, "Your world's another shitty one, isn't it?"
defaulthawke: (= look back)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-26 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Right there." Garrett sort of waves at the corner, where his pieces of armor and sword are leaned against the wall. On the little table next to them is a phone.

It's different from the other places." His brows furrow with faint worry. "It's a lot more complicated and there's nobody in it."

No database of other users with a single easily accessed network. None of those hallmarks of every otherworld he's been to before.
Edited 2021-04-26 22:04 (UTC)
defaulthawke: (= listening politely)

[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-27 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
A question bubbles up in Garrett's throat at the word uncle, but Dodger answers it immediately with a sentence that relaxes him visibly.

"As long as he's better than the rest of your family," he says, sounding slow and a little drunk. "I can't kick any asses like this."
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-27 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Garrett nods his agreement sleepily, feeling heavy under the higher dose of drugs hitting his system. With a blurry bye, Dodger is gone, leaving Garrett alone to nap.

When he wakes up, he temporarily forgets what happened, just drugged enough to be confused and freaking out so badly that a nurse and two orderlies come. It takes a few minutes to explain where he is, but when it sinks in, it does so abruptly. The nurse on duty is harried but kind, taking a moment with him to show him how to use his phone. It proves easier than he thought, despite how much more complex the thing is than anything he's had in previous worlds. He reads a lot over the next couple days, endlessly fascinated by what he's seeing. It's surreal to finally learn about the places he'd only ever seen in TV and stories. The world is so much bigger than what he's seen, and so different- Russia is different than he thought, Mexico isn't actually yellow, and apparently Germany isn't evil, either. There's too much to take in, and every news article he reads takes him down a confused rabbit hole of googling to find out what the hell everyone is talking about.

(Central City turns out to be somewhere called Colorado, which sounds wrong. Unfamiliar. He doesn't have the heart to look for more.)

The more he learns, the more it hits him: this isn't a pocket dimension. This is a real world. This world is enormous, probably bigger than Thedas. Definitely louder. He had only been to any kind of America one time: a single night out on the town in New York, visited through a portal in Zhautas. He got a piercing while very drunk and his boyfriend healed him in an alleyway. To him, Boston looks both the same and very, very different. It's the way with all big cities, he supposes. To the uninitiated, they're all the same kind of overwhelming.

This isn't a pocket dimension. It's a real one. A harsh one that hates the poor and homeless, and his only belongings are a duffel bag and half-dozen hungry dogs. It hates outsiders and mutants, and his ignorance of everything marks him as obviously as his horns. It doesn't seem to be a fan of gay people, either, and by the end of his second night in the hospital, there's a pit in his stomach as deep as the ocean.

At least the TV is good. There are apparently companies to get videos from, but they cost money that Garrett doesn't have, so he ends up watching a lot of stuff on the hospital TV and on some free app on his phone. It's the best he can do to combat the rising anxiety, outside of morphine and cigarettes. Eventually the nurses get suspicious of his requests for morphine and heal him up some more- enough to take off the cast, but not enough for him to be at 100%. Garrett tries to heal himself a little, but magic proves difficult to cast. The pitiful little spark he manages seems to taunt him, sneering that there's nothing to worry about, because he'll have plenty of time to figure it out.

When it comes time to release him, his stomach is in knots and his body still feels weak. They let him know that they'll be discharging him soon, and Garrett has to resist the urge to ask for more time in the hospital, just to avoid the reality of leaving these walls. It's a brave new world.
Edited 2021-04-28 01:34 (UTC)
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[personal profile] defaulthawke 2021-04-28 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
When Angel jumps up, Garrett leans down to pet her gingerly, laughing at the dogs' unbridled joy. However, when Max launches himself off the ground and clear into Garrett's arms, the impact of the dog's stocky body hitting Garrett rather painfully knocks the wind out of him. "Hey, hey- shh, stop, no-" After a moment he gives up and puts Max down just to relieve the strain on his body. "It's alright, shh, I love you to, idiot."

They calm down after a moment, encouraged when Garrett helpfully closes his giant hand around Max's entire face, letting Garrett finally look up at Dodger properly. The difference in the other man's bearing strikes him immediately- this is not the same man he left. It's more like the man he first met in the club.

Somehow, the sudden chill stays inside, not touching his relatively friendly expression or posture.

"Thanks," he answers, a hand still on each head. Max has helped himself to the chair next to Garrett so the man can reach him without bending over. "I hope they haven't been completely terrible. Do you even have any uneaten furniture left?"

Talking too much. Uncertainty. Hard to navigate this situation, no footing to find, so he talks.
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A bit of phrasing catches his attention- they know the rules now. It's been three days. Work? His eyes narrow ever so slightly and it takes him a second to answer.

"I'm fine."

"He's not," a passing nurse interjects.

"Don't worry about me, I told you-" Garrett leans down to pick up a large plastic bag full of armor pieces, only to contradict himself with a painful hiss.

"No lifting," she tells Dodger. To make her point, she firmly removes the bag from Garrett's hands, meeting very little resistance despite Garrett's apparent - if brief - effort to hold on to it. "He'll need a few weeks to recover fully."

Wanting to make himself useful, Garrett picks up the leashes, hiding a twinge of pain so as not to further wound his already bruised dignity.

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