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     [4/25/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] *Garrett arrives in Boston, and Dodger picks him up from the hospital. Later they discuss CBT.
     [5/26/21 - DAY 1 (4/25)] Coyote contacts Garrett, warns him about Dodger, and offers a few resources if he needs an escape.
     [5/28/21 - DAY 2 (4/26)] Garrett and Dodger argue about Dodger refusing to defuse his door bombs. Later, Dodger tries bottoming and Garrett gets a chastity device.
     [6/22/21 - DAY 3 (4/27)] Garrett earns his way out of the cock cage with knifeplay. Dodger leaves afterward and comes back bruised and bloody.
               - Dodger carves a protection rune into Garrett's chest.
               - Dodger bottoms again, featuring post-orgasm torture.
     [7/16/21 - DAY 4 (4/28)] *Garrett wakes Dodger up with sex. Dodger is a big bossy brat and proceeds to prematurely ejaculate.
               - Dodger tries to answer his phone mid-sex.
               - They argue about adopting out the dogs.
               - Dodger introduces the demon fleshlight. It spirals into violent, bloody sex.
               - They have an after-sex feelings jam, and softer aftercare sex.
     [8/3/21 - DAY 17 (5/11)] Garrett blindfolds Dodger and tops him to handle the frustration of being caged.
               - Dodger starts up a struggle for dominance halfway through, and wins.
               - Afterward, Dodger teases Garrett briefly before they have sex in the shower.
               - Garrett safe-words during sex, and they pivot to softer (?) sex in bed, before Dodger locks Garrett in the closet overnight.
     [8/4/21 - DAY 15? (5/9)] Garrett meets Marina, and introduces her to Max.
     [8/19/21 - DAY 18 (5/12)] Dodger wakes Garrett up with gender-swapped sex, although he really overshot the 'kink' factor of the closet.
               - They talk briefly about Garrett's new apartment, and Dodger changes the subject by inviting him on a coffee date.
               - Garrett gets restless, and Dodger takes him on an impromptu trip into rural Mass. On the way Garrett heals Dodger's wrist scars.
               - Dodger screws Garrett against the hood of a rental car he stole at gunpoint.
     [9/2/21 - DAY 20 (5/14)] Garrett and Coyote talk about job-hunting, and Coyote updates him on Marina and Max.
     [9/14/21 - DAY 21 (5/15)] Dodger pushes Garrett into gender-swapping, so he can take her out to dinner and be lovey in public.
               - Dodger starts fingering Garrett under the table during dinner, and slips in a little of his feeder kink.
               - They screw in the car on the way home, and keep going at home. Dodger tries out tail-fucking Garrett.
     [10/6/21 - DAY 29 (5/23)] Garrett sees texts from Jason on Dodger's phone, and they argue after both taking truth serum.
               - They discuss Garrett's suicide, and Dodger shares his fears about it. They also talk about therapy for Dodger.
               - They argue about Dodger's drive to keep Garrett locked away for his own safety. Garrett leaves to move into his new apartment.
               - Garrett texts Coyote the next morning to talk about possibly working for Dana's group.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] Garrett meets Dana, they briefly discuss his new job and then go off to spar together.
     [10/12/21 - DAY 30 (5/24)] *Garrett and Dodger sext to smooth over the rough night before.
               - Dodger agrees for Garrett to meet his friends, and talks a bit about them and his role at Atlas.
               - Garrett doms Dodger, until Dodger uses his safeword.
               - They discuss the sex contract again, and get worked up enough to go back to screwing.
     [11/12/21 - DAY 57 (6/20)] Dodger takes Garrett on a plane ride to meet Augustine in New York.
     [AUGUSTINE - 1/17/22 - DAY 57 (6/20)] *Dodger and Garrett meet up with Augustine, who feels Garrett up before dismissing her for their business meeting.
               - Afterward, Augustine catches them being cute at the hotel bar.
               - They meet up with Scotty and Jazzlyn at a fancy Chinese restaurant.
               - Dodger has to step out after Scotty and Jazzlyn leave, leaving Garrett alone with Augustine.
               - They go back to their hotel room, and have make-up sex with a vibrator involved.
               - Garrett heals Dodger's back scars, and they talk about his tattoos. Garrett marks his territory.
     [2/1/22 - DAY 58 (6/21)] Dodger and Garrett head home from New York, screw on a plane and then again at home.
     [PALO - 2/11/22 - DAY 75-76 (7/8-7/9)] Dodger finally introduces Garrett to his friends, so they can do coke and play Poker.
               - Palo corners Garrett to be territorial over Dodger.
               - Dodger and friends start betting on who gets to use Garrett's mouth. Palo nearly kills Garrett, twice.
               - The next morning, Dodger does his best to make up for the night before, with romance and foreplay.
               - Dodger almost immediately ruins it by going fully overboard with 'kink'.
               - Garrett gets his revenge by topping Dodger, and afterward they argue about Dodger not being able to admit he fucked up.
     [BREAK-UP - 3/24/22 - DAY 83 (7/16)] Dodger takes Garrett out to eat, but gets interrupted by a run-in with Dana.
     [3/29/22 - DAY 80 (7/13)] Dodger and Garrett get into an argument over text, after which Dodger gets drunk and rapes him.


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[smokedout]

[Dodger has to take a few deep breaths, trying to stop himself from hyperventilating. His hands start to shake slightly so he tightens his grip, trying to force them to stop.]

I'm tired.

[It's a quiet admission, but speaking makes this a little easier.]

I want time with you. I want this to be easy. But I've got Augustine, and people that want my head, people I need to keep an eye on or keep safe, and it's just... it's just really complicated to have you here.

[defaulthawke]

Augustine? [The way Dodger talks about him sounds so weird. All the time.] What kind of job never lets you actually go home? Don't you have hours?

[smokedout]

I take my job home with me.

[There's a pause here, but it's partly just Dodger trying to decide how to explain it.]

He rescued me off the streets. I owe a lot to him. So I do whatever he asks me, whenever he asks. That means keeping track of everyone else he owns, any possible threat, any opportunity to get a leg up. If I put it off until it suits me, people will die.

[defaulthawke]

[That's all very well and good, but-]

So... how does that help with mutant oppression, exactly?

[smokedout]

[He opens his mouth as if he's got a ready answer. And falters. Frustrated, his answer spills out a little more heated than necessary.]

In Nazi Germany, hiding Jewish people was a crime, right? ...Don't answer that, nevermind. My point is, Augustine is working on something to flip the script on humanity. Something highly illegal, and something a lot of gangs in Boston want their hands on. And the way you keep your head in those kinda waters is that you keep your mouth shut. I don't ask questions, I just do what he tells me. And I make sure our side stays on top.

[defaulthawke]

[Garrett remembers a few things- that Dodger was a killer for hire, that he did brutal, terrible things, that he lived and breathed for his boss. That Dodger's attachment to his boss verged well into the unhealthy. He finds himself doubting the nobility of the man's work, but keeps that opinion to himself.]

There are probably better ways to cause change, you know.

[Activism, underground resistance, petitioning those in charge. Manifestos. His expression clouds for a moment with memories.]

How do you like the ring?

[smokedout]

There's no "good" way to revolt. Only victors get to write history.

[He just wants to get that point in before the topic changes, but fine, he'll relent. He leans back a bit, now that he's feeling a little better.]

It's nice, I guess.

[Here he is acting like he doesn't care about jewelry. Garrett's definitely seen his small collection of rings, necklaces and earrings.]

[defaulthawke]

And?

[Expectantly. When no answer is forthcoming, Garrett flicks Dodger lightly on the ear, taking advantage of their close contact to get him.]

What about the powerful enchantment that lets you go out in public safely? Any thoughts on that?

[smokedout]

[Dodger utters a little 'ow' and reaches up to smack Garrett's shoulder lightly in return.]

I can go out anyway. [His tail flicks.] ...It's nice. But I don't really need it. It's more important for you to use yours.

[defaulthawke]

I know. [He slips the ring off, tucking it into his pocket with a relieved sigh when his horns sprout from his head once more.] That's better.

[Garrett brings a hand to Dodger's face, stroking Dodger's lip with his thumb for a moment before pushing it up just enough to reveal those pointed teeth.]

It's still good to have. And it goes with your collection.

[smokedout]

[Dodger stills a little when Garrett touches him, and a shiver runs through him when his lip is pushed up. He just takes it for a moment before tipping his head, opening his mouth and letting his teeth close gently around Garrett's thumb. Just for a moment, before he lets go.]

I'm sure I'll find a use for it.

[There's that look again. Calculating, scanning Garrett's face for any sort of clue as to the other man's intentions.]

[defaulthawke]

[Garrett gives a tiny shiver of his own when Dodger does that thing with his mouth, feeling a kind of warmth bloom between them. He'd want to lean in and kiss him, but holding off seems the sensible choice. There's so much to talk about, or to say, or to... not say. His head is starting to feel a bit odd from drinking, demanding either water or more whiskey to cure it.]

Let's go to the couch. It'd be nice to just...

[Cuddle. Feel someone's arms around him. Hold someone in his own. Soothe the wounded part of his soul that has been aching for touch and care, that still longs for Caitlin- and maybe, still, for Barry.]

...Watch some TV?

[smokedout]

[Dodger opens his mouth to say something. What, exactly, he isn't sure. The air is charged with something that he almost wants to bring attention to - he wants to be kissed, he wants more of those soft touches and whatever Garrett's doing to make his chest tighten up.]

Yeah. Sure.

[And yet he doesn't move, waiting for Garrett to break away first.]

[defaulthawke]

[It isn't so much a break as a gentle pull, stepping back without letting go of Dodger so his grip becomes hands on the man's shoulder and hip, tugging him along gently. His hands drag down Dodger's arms until their hands are clasped and fingers laced together, but all the while keeping that contact that has them both so entranced.

They end up at the couch somehow, sinking down and pulling Dodger with him so they're caught up together, legs tangled and breath coming in tandem. This close, Garrett feels safe to voice a vulnerable question.]

Is there anything I can do to make staying here... easier for you?

[smokedout]

[Dodger couldn't say how they end up there, tangled in a heap with him draped over Garrett's body. Something about it reminds him of being younger, happier. The question manages to catch him completely be surprise.]

I'm not used to sharing space.

[He settles a bit, slowly coming to terms with having an honest discussion.]

Francis and I figured shit out, but he... he could also phase through the wall. He was into bombs. It just... worked. I couldn't keep that kid out if I tried. Making this work is just gonna take longer for me.

[defaulthawke]

It's not the bombs. It's being trapped.

[A long-distant memory claws at his insides, visions of an infinite white space closing in around him until his throat feels like it's closing. His arms tighten around Dodger in a kind of spasming motion, a quick little reflexive thing like a tiny punch in the chest.]

I never told you about my time in solitary, did I?

[smokedout]

[Dodger's body warms a bit, almost in response to Garrett's twitch. He hesitates, but... Garrett knows plenty about Dodger's life, he guesses he should return the favor.]

Don't think so, no.

[A pause.]

You don't have to, if you don't want to. I think I can imagine.

[defaulthawke]

Yeah, good. Talking about it too much just brings back the memories.

[He's pretty good at keeping it away, especially after so many years, but he still gets nightmares sometimes.]

I just need a way to go outside. And for the dogs- I was thinking of trying to. [Fuck fuck fuck.] Um. Find... homes. For. Some of them.

[smokedout]

[Dodger reaches up to run his fingers through Garrett's hair, gently clearing it from his face and then caressing his cheeks.]

It's a lot of dogs.

[It feels a little like being watched by a crowd. Although at the moment, the world only consists of him and Garrett.]

Couple people I know around here might want dogs. I can't vouch for how good they'd be as owners. But we really can't keep all of them here.

[defaulthawke]

Can people use the Internet to find dog owners?

[His stomach still clenches at the thought. Fuck, he hates it. He absolutely fucking hates the idea.]

[smokedout]

[Dodger leans down and presses a kiss to Garrett's lips, slow and soft.]

We don't have to talk about it right now.

[He keeps running his fingers through Garrett's hair, and affectionately preening his beard.]

I love you. We'll figure it out.

[defaulthawke]

[ he accepts the kiss with a tiny sound, kissing back for the briefest second before it's gone. It feels nice. Dodger's touch and the fingers combing through his beard soothe some of the anxiety in his chest, even as the three words that follow stir it up again. ]

I hope so. It would be a lot easier, I think, if this could work somehow. At least for now, while I get to know the world a little bit. That's also why I want to be able to leave when I want to - so I can get out and get used to this place.

[smokedout]

[It sticks in Dodger's mind, the way Garrett still won't return the vow. He knows why. But it sticks.]

I'll handle it. Just relax for now.

[He cups Garrett's face in his hands, making sure the man focuses on him, and brushes their lips together again.]

We're fine right now. Right?

[defaulthawke]

[Dodger's hands on his face do little to ease his anxiety, not addressing the ever present whisper of I don't want to go out there alone. But those green eyes draw him in anyway, for a soft kiss and the question that follows.]

I suppose. [Anxiously.] I can't-

[Abruptly he leans in and catches Dodger's mouth again in a deceptively soft kiss that almost hides how needy he feels.]

[smokedout]

[Far be it from him to deny Garrett a welcome distraction. Dodger answers the kiss with a bit of force, letting out a soft noise under his breath. From there his kisses soften, slowing down so he can savor the feeling of it.

Eventually he breaks away, and just rests his forehead against Garrett's. Enjoying the tenderness of the moment, as fragile as it feels.]